Tales from Taylor's Freedom

Tales from Taylor's Freedom

THE IMPACT

Being arrested on the eve of the national Covid lockdown, with all my computers, internet connection and mobile communications taken from me, with the world in shutdown, leaving me totally unconnected from my community, my friends and loved one; has left indelible scars on me which have effected my life in a number of extremely negative ways.

I live in constant fear of the police smashing down my door, kidnapping me. throwing me in a cell without an idea if I will be let out, and having my home burgled and all my worldly possessions stolen.

I wake up every morning fearing the police will be banging at my front door. I'm unable to plan to seek or gain employment, because again, from past experience I'm arrested when I'm expected at a job interview.

These frivolous false claims against me, aided with all the resources of Sussex Police, have resulted in my being scared to have my children stay over at my home.

Having less quality time with my children, has had a negative impact on my family, and the behaviour of my children at school and home. The stress and strain has forced me into substance disuse, involving soft drugs and alcohol. Dumbing my emotions, fears and concerns with alcohol and drugs has become a coping mechanism.

I'm scared of walking around in my neighbourhood due to the very serious allegations of crimes against children being levelled against me, and concerned of the on-line material, accusing me of committing various crimes, is seen online my members of my community.

The Post Traumatic Stress Disorders brought on as an impact of Sussex Police leaves me unable to leave my bedroom on occasions. I suffer panic attacks, twisted stomach pains, involuntary bowels, and other embarrassing medical conditions brought on with being in a constant state of 'fight or flight.'

Other than the impact on my physical and mental wellbeing, my career as a YouTuber, online journalist and copywriter, have been scuppered due to my computer equipment regularly being seized, leaving me without the tools to earn a living, to support myself and my family. Due to my mobile phone being seized on a regular basis I have gotten myself in arrears with my utility providers, because they weren't able to contact me by phone or email.

I've been unable to use any online banking facilities, log into my social media or buy items from ebay and Amazon, because I hadn't had my phone to verify my number and allow me access. Due to the constant and relentless harassment I've received from Sussex and Surrey Police since 2017, I feel like a third class citizen, not worthy of life, protection, dignity or civil consideration.

Every criminal against my person which I have reported to Sussex Police is ignored and no further actioned, while every false, malicious and frivolous complaint made against me, in investigated with the full weight of the law and maximum resources to inflict the maximum damage and impact on my mental and physical health.

MAKING FALSE & MALICIOUS ALLEGATIONS

There could be various reasons why someone might make false and malicious allegations against another person. However, such behaviour is often associated with individuals who lack empathy, have a narcissistic personality, or exhibit manipulative and attention-seeking behavior.

Individuals who engage in such behaviour may be motivated by a desire for attention, fame, or financial gain. They may also have a personal vendetta or grudge against the person they are making allegations against.

In some cases, the individual may have a personality disorder or psychological issues that contribute to their behaviour. It's important to note that making false and malicious allegations is not only unethical but also illegal in many jurisdictions.

People who engage in this behaviour can face serious legal consequences, including defamation lawsuits, fines, and even criminal charges.

The causes of a lack of empathy, narcissistic personality, or manipulative and attention-seeking behaviour are complex and can be influenced by a range of factors.

Some potential causes may include:

Childhood experiences: Traumatic experiences such as abuse, neglect, or abandonment in childhood can contribute to the development of personality disorders and other psychological issues that can manifest as a lack of empathy, narcissistic traits, and manipulative behaviour.

Genetics: Some studies suggest that genetics can play a role in the development of personality traits such as narcissism and psychopathy.

Social and environmental factors: Upbringing and social environments can also influence the development of personality traits. A person who grows up in a highly competitive and individualistic environment may be more likely to develop narcissistic tendencies, for example.

Brain structure and function: Research has shown that differences in brain structure and function can contribute to the development of personality disorders and other psychological issues.

It's important to note that while these factors can contribute to the development of certain traits and behaviours, they do not necessarily guarantee that a person will develop a lack of empathy, narcissistic personality, or manipulative behaviour. Many other factors can also influence a person's development and behaviour.

WHAT IS PROJECTION?

Projection is a psychological defense mechanism in which a person attributes their own unwanted or unacceptable thoughts, feelings, or behaviours to another person. Instead of acknowledging and dealing with their own issues, the person projects them onto others, believing that these thoughts, feelings, or behaviors actually belong to someone else.

For example, a person who is feeling jealous of their partner's success may project that jealousy onto their partner, accusing them of being jealous and resentful. Similarly, a person who is struggling with feelings of inadequacy may project those feelings onto others, assuming that others are judging them or finding fault with them.

Projection can serve as a way for people to protect their self-image and avoid facing uncomfortable or painful truths about themselves. By projecting their issues onto others, they can distance themselves from their own feelings of guilt, shame, or inadequacy.

However, projection can also be harmful, as it can cause misunderstandings, conflict, and damage to relationships. It can also prevent the person from addressing their own issues and working towards personal growth and development.

Internet trolls are individuals who intentionally post inflammatory or offensive messages or comments online in order to provoke a reaction or upset others. Trolling behaviour can often be linked to projection, as trolls may project their own insecurities, frustrations, and negative emotions onto their targets.

For example, a troll who posts derogatory comments about someone's appearance may actually be projecting their own insecurities about their own appearance onto the other person. Similarly, a troll who engages in cyberbullying may be projecting their own feelings of inadequacy or powerlessness onto their victim.

Trolls may also use projection as a way to deflect attention away from their own behaviour. For example, a troll who is accused of cyberbullying may accuse their victim of being overly sensitive or of taking things too seriously, projecting their own responsibility for their actions onto their victim.

It's important to note that while projection may be a contributing factor in trolling behaviour, it does not excuse or justify trolling. Trolling can cause real harm to individuals and communities, and it's important to address and combat this behaviour in order to create a safer and more respectful online environment.

The Master; a short story...

It was a dark and stormy night in Sussex. The rain was pouring down in sheets, and the wind was howling like a pack of hungry wolves. The streets were empty, and the only sounds that could be heard were the creaking of old trees and the distant rumble of thunder.

But behind the closed doors of the Sussex Police station, there was an even more sinister scene unfolding. A group of Satanists had infiltrated the ranks of the police force, and they were loyal to their cult leader, a man known only as "The Master."

The Master was a powerful and charismatic figure, with a magnetic personality that drew people to him like moths to a flame. He had convinced his followers that they were doing the work of Satan, and that their actions were justified in the name of their dark lord.

One of The Master's targets was a journalist named John. John had been investigating the suspicious activities of the Sussex Police for months, and he had uncovered evidence of corruption and wrongdoing. The Master saw John as a threat to his plans, and he ordered his troops within the police force to destroy him.

The first step was to launch a series of malicious arrests. John was taken into custody on trumped-up charges, and he was held for weeks without trial or explanation. The police officers who arrested him seemed to take pleasure in his suffering, and they taunted him with hints of their allegiance to the Satanic cult.

As the days passed, John began to lose hope. He was isolated from his friends and family, and he felt like he was losing his grip on reality. He began to hear strange whispers in the darkness, and he saw things that he couldn't explain. He knew that he was in grave danger, but he didn't know who to turn to.

Finally, one night, John was released from custody. He stumbled out of the police station, his mind reeling from the trauma of his ordeal. But he knew that he couldn't give up. He had to keep fighting, no matter what.

And so, John continued his investigation, even as he knew that he was being watched and followed. He uncovered more evidence of the Satanic cult's activities, and he began to piece together the extent of their power and influence.

But as he drew closer to the truth, John realized that he was in even greater danger than he had ever imagined. The Master had discovered his investigation, and he was determined to silence John once and for all.

One dark and stormy night, John was lured into a trap. The police officers who had arrested him before were waiting for him, armed and ready to strike. But John was not alone. He had a secret weapon, a weapon that The Master had never counted on.

John had the power of truth on his side. He had the courage to stand up to the forces of darkness and expose their evil deeds. And in the end, it was his bravery that saved him. The Master was exposed, and his followers were brought to justice. John's life was never the same again, but he knew that he had done the right thing, and that was all that mattered.